I Speak My Mind

I'm scared every day

Of that phone call I don't wanna hear

And yet you laugh it off

Because that's all you can do

To keep away your fear

But I can't lie

And I can't hide

My worries

Behind laughs and tears

I speak my mind

I wake up everyday 

Prayin' you'll come home to me

Knowin' that things could change

In a heart beat

And yet you laugh it off

Because that's all you can do

To keep away your fear

But I can't lie

And I can't hide

My worries

Behind laughs and tears

I speak my mind

And when I sleep at night

I dream of better things 

I try to push behind

Thoughts of wars and fights

And you just laugh it off

Because that's all you can do

To keep away your fear

But I can't lie

And I can't hide

My worries

Behind laughs and tears

I speak my mind

I can't stand the thought of you

Not coming home one day

I don't think i could bear it

Without falling down

And yet you laugh it off

Because that's all you can do

To keep away your fear

And yet I see the clouds pass over me

Through the night and the day

And remember what you said to me

That you won't let it happen

And I smile to myself because

I know your right

And yet you laugh it off

Because that's all you can do

To keep away your fear

But I can't lie

And I can't hide

My worries

Behind laughs and tears

I speak my mind