Who What When Where and Why . . .

how could i have been so blind
like the old man who can't see but knows all
i knew in my heart
i could hear it in your voice
but you said no
how could i have been so blind

how could i have let this happen
this time goes by and it's because of me
i let you slip through
right through my fingers like sand
i should have known
how could i have let this happen

what are we going to do now
we sit in silence not knowing what to say
we want the same thing
but has so much time passed that we
forget how to be us
what are we going to do now

how do we move on
how can we move on
where do we go from here . . .

I Long For The Day . . .

i remember
every little thing
your warm embrace
and when you smiled at me
i remember comfort
happiness
wholeness

now that time has gone away
i sit here in the shadow of today
and wonder
if i'll ever find it again

i long for the day
when i stop having
this doubt in my mind
i long for the day
that this cloud above me
drifts away
i long for the day
when i can stop feeling bad
and i long for the day
when things won't be this way . . .

Self-Doubt . . .

hands touch
lips kiss
i stare longingly into your eyes
im trying
so hard
to prove to you
that i'm yours
is it helping?
i look away
hoping you won't notice
because my self-doubt
is too strong
what if this is it?
will i ever be with you again?
i hope so . . .

Wrecked . . .

That Stupid Ring . . .

Reminder . . .

Proposal . . .

Lost . . .

Jennifer . . .

Gun Shot . . .

Goodbye Love . . .

Children . . .