And At The End Of The Day...

You make me feel

like time just doesn't exist

you make me smile

like i've never before

and when it comes to the end of the day

i can't help but think that this is just the way

you and me

have what all people want

that love that

never could fade

and when it comes to the end of the day

i just want to be able to say

your mine

i'm yours

we belong together

just like

yesterday

and tomorrow

there's no other way

i know

what you mean when you say

that your scared

and i agree

and when it comes to the end of the day

ask yourself the question

we have built

something that is unreal

its natural

to feel what we feel

and when it comes to the end of the day

is it me you want to be with?

your mine

i'm yours

we belong together

just like

yesterday

and tomorrow

there's no other way

is it the way you want it to be

or is there something you can't tell me

i don't want us to end or fall

apart

it might be the end of us...

just let me know... that...

your mine

i'm yours

we belong together

just like

yesterday

and tomorrow

there's no other way

Who are we?

Darkness

It surrounds us all

like a cloak only we can break through

but what if we can't? what if when the day is done, thats where we lie?

What if we can't remember what the light feels like?

then what do we become?

the weeks go by and we sit alone

sulking in our beds because that's all we know.

the little box we feel so secure in

keeping us from breaking our shell

we try and remind ourselves that we are good

that we've changed

but have we really?

have we really transformed from the outgoing people we used to be four years ago?

or have others made us appear that way?

when we look in the mirror do we truly see our own reflection?

or is it just a mere image of what we wish we were but fail to be?

we ask ourselves the question,

is this really who we are?

You Are My World

The walls that are around me

Just seem to disappear

As you take one step into my room

Holding up the atmosphere

You run forward like a child

Ready to let go

Of everything just for one last show

The things we go through everyday

Just seem to disappear

As we wait for that one day

When we will be together

No matter what the people say

We know we'll make it through

Nothing else matters

As long as its just me and you

I can't tell you what you  mean to me

But let me tell you this

You.

Are.

My.

World.

Split Second Memories

I grip the wheel as my veins strain against my skin

Pressing down on the peddle till I can't anymore

Faster and faster till the images blur in my mind

The memories of fights and tears move through my brain like snapshots

Gone.

back to my life

I want it back

Every piece of it

Placed exactly where I left it so long ago

I want it back

To the way it used to be

When I had friends who loved me and a family

My life used to be so perfect

Until I let it all slip away

But someday

I hope it can become

All I want it to

To pick up where I left it off

Someday

I'll have the family

That I dream of every night

And the friends

To help me see the light

Someday

I will find a way

Back to my life

Fly Away

The ways of life

And what we do

Are just the things

That get us through

Day by day

Week by week

And although

I know it's true

All that I wanna do

Is fly away

Back to you

There's nothing in my way

Nothing to hold me back

To this place I call home

And yet - I can't just fly away

I'll just stay here another day

Secret

I have a secret

One i cannot tell

Someone lingers in my mind

And stays close to my heart

I long to kiss them

Whenever they're around

But they tempt me with the okay

Only under circumstances

The temptation draws me in

More so than ever before

Pulling at my hair

Just waiting to see what's more

Crystal blue and sandy yellow

Golden rays and soft pink

Gentle hands, soft eyes

You are mine...

I Speak My Mind

I'm scared every day

Of that phone call I don't wanna hear

And yet you laugh it off

Because that's all you can do

To keep away your fear

But I can't lie

And I can't hide

My worries

Behind laughs and tears

I speak my mind

I wake up everyday 

Prayin' you'll come home to me

Knowin' that things could change

In a heart beat

And yet you laugh it off

Because that's all you can do

To keep away your fear

But I can't lie

And I can't hide

My worries

Behind laughs and tears

I speak my mind

And when I sleep at night

I dream of better things 

I try to push behind

Thoughts of wars and fights

And you just laugh it off

Because that's all you can do

To keep away your fear

But I can't lie

And I can't hide

My worries

Behind laughs and tears

I speak my mind

I can't stand the thought of you

Not coming home one day

I don't think i could bear it

Without falling down

And yet you laugh it off

Because that's all you can do

To keep away your fear

And yet I see the clouds pass over me

Through the night and the day

And remember what you said to me

That you won't let it happen

And I smile to myself because

I know your right

And yet you laugh it off

Because that's all you can do

To keep away your fear

But I can't lie

And I can't hide

My worries

Behind laughs and tears

I speak my mind

I Am Me

These words I'm writing

Are the truth and soul inside me

I don't know why

I can't get myself

To speak

They mean so much to me

So listen please

I didn't come here to get

Looks or comments

I just wanna be myself

No matter what everyone says

So understand me when i say

That i don't care

Anymore

Because I don't care

Anymore

I am me

I'll be who i wanna be

I'll do what i wanna do

I'll see who i wanna see

I am me

Don't care what others say

Don't care what others do

I am me

A New Day

Hello hello hello

To an new phase

Goodbye goodbye goodbye

To my old ways

I think I finally found my place

Now that I'm here I'm ready to stay

Wakin up

the sun is shining

don't look back

it's time for new beginnings

today i'm ready to set myself free

Going out

Meeting all my friends

Having fun

That's not what its all about

Today I'm ready to set myself free