What To Do . . .

Is it worth all the over thinking?
The pictures slide through my mind
Crossing from one side of my eyes to the other
All in a blur
What to do, what to do.
Key points pop out at me
Scratching the surface and leaving scars
On my once clear skin
Should I hold my breath and wait forever?
Or should I give up and just get over it...

How Dare . . .

I trusted you...
I gave my one true love to you,
In hopes that you would give her what I could not.
You have failed me.
You took this once porcelain doll,
Shattered her into a million pieces,
And left her to die alone.
I tried to pick up the pieces as best I could
From so far away.
You broke your promise.
You took the contract and ripped it in half,
Again and again,
Until just confetti laid up on the floor.
How dare you.
How dare you ever hurt her.
For that, I will never forgive you.